Rose had cried and not eaten all day in her Jollies' room. She was sad after finding out what had happened and the hardness of this reality now got 100x times worse for her.
David was also on the edge of crying too most times, but he tried to be strong for Rose and anything going on in his life lately. Things for the Jollies go very high or very low this year, this was only another brick in the wall. He was thinking about people at home, Mariko, Rose, Natasha being home alone. He looked very down while caressing Rose on the edge of the bed to console her and himself. He was alwasy one to empower Rose in these moments, like when Cj Frankson left and they had to go on one year before.

Zafari was a bit more controlled but definately looked down in the mouth. He went out for a walk with his hands in his pockets and barefoot in the sand. He notices Mariko, looks at her as he stops at a certain distance to not invade her space and just looks up at the moon. Not sure what to do or what happens now.

After spending the whole night talking to each other, the Jollies were deciding what to do and went to sleep really late when they got really tired.
Zafari was in fact still sleeping and snoring loudly, Rose was trying to get distraught by first cleaning the room despite Zafari being still in bed, then as David finishes hus shower, he invites her for some fresh air outside on the beach where they go sitting silently down on towels to clear minds, as much as it could have been possible for what happened.

David notices Mariko being there on the beach near. He stares at her for some seconds, just trying to see her body language, to understand what must be going through her mind. He knows his bandmate Natasha, she can get mad and the whole survival thing turned it thousand times worse. He just knew it but never once in a million times thought this reality could have been so much harder than Big Brother.
He just keeps looking then looks down, he wishes he could say sorry to Mariko. He felt responsible, Natasha was like a body part to that Jollies' soul they had created, it's like she was part of him. Or maybe he could have stopped her.
He just begins to rub his eyes in sorrow and shame.

Rose also notices the situation. Tears have dried after the long night for her, but her sad face can't be contained as she notices the pain of her bandmate and caresses his back to console him, maybe herself too.
She then notices Mariko too. Rose was really a pure soul, she felt like the reason this all happened after finding everything out and Mariko probably needed someone near now. So, despite being an insecure girl, Rose knows how love is important and she gets up writing 'I am sorry' in the sand near Mariko, but without interfering with her own space. She just puts some cold coconut juice she had made personally the day before it all happened and just sits near the shore, hoping something good happens and that maybe Mariko could feel better.

Rose looks back at her with the biggest eyes of kindness, they almost shine. She just seems to cut her breath to hear Mariko tell all of these things, how could this happen. How could Natasha lose her mind over a nomination? She couldn't realise it but then again, Rose would handle life in the lightes way than Natasha. They were like the Yin and Yang girls of the Jollies.
"Oh! I-..." Rose begins to feel overwhelmed with emotions, Mariko was being so kind to her despite Natasha did what she did. At the end she also thought she was the main cause of this. So seeing so much kindness in Mariko right now made Rose feel extremely emotional. She was one who would cry when she'd see a scene like this on a movie.
A brief moment she looks down, one little tear comes out but she quickly cleans it with a finger and genuinely smiles at Mariko. She looked like an angel.
"Please, Mariko. Don't feel sorry... Or just, guilty. Please I-... I think this place is too much for all of us. I don't want to, like, I mean justify what happened. I just wish... You could feel better." As she says so, Rose can't help it giving Mariko a gentle caress on the arm. A little tear visibly comes out and she cleans it.


David from a far distance watches the whole scene and since Rose couldn't see him now, she didn't need his support like he always thought she did. So while hiding his face in his hands, sitting shirtless on his towel he begins let it out and cry. He cries like a baby for all the tears held back during the night. He had entered this reality with a big loss burden and now this and the survival thing as well. It's time he lets it out a little.

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David keeps going and as soon as he begins to calm down a little the cry he keeps his face hidden behind his knees while he realised Sayyid was there. "Sorry. I'll be fine, just... Letting this out a little."

"It's OK...you just...you do what you have to do," Sayyid says rather awkward from behind his shades. He is concerned about the people on the island but has a hard time showing that softer, more emotional side. It's not great for mental health but he'd prefer people just sucked it up and bottle everything away.

Taityana was sitting on the beach, sunbathing as usual. She had honestly tried to put what happened out of her mind. Even though she genuinely did not feel like she did anything wrong, she already knew that she would be painted as a bad guy, she was used to it and she didn't care anymore. She had decided after everything happened and the aftermath of it all, she would focus on trying to win the competition.