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#1 Posted : 30 October 2018 04:31:47(UTC)
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From Kidd to adult table, to The Rappers Handbook, multiple free sides project no one has been more in touch with themselves like Kidd Amaze has been with his fans. He grew up in front of a lot of us from his early start to be one of the most popular artists, not only in hip hop but in music general. How he still has the 1998 BMW that he drove while trying to make it. How he took over his own label after leaving Permanent Reminder with Matt Young and how that strain their relationship. What he was going through losing his best friend and getting married there has been a lot of things going on in his life and he does put a lot of his feelings in his music but this was something different. From the moment that he finished the last album he wanted to get to work on his this project but life seem to get in the way he got this huge response to an album he didn't feel like he put his all into. Looking back at the time he wondered if sides were ever going to make or was it one of the things that were going to be lock away to time? As time went on we got "Grown Up" a single that talks about his maturity through the process of becoming this icon.

"This was an album that I wanted to do for a long time. It is one of those projects that it doesn't need to be perfect and mastered and picked apart even though I know it is going to be I just want people to listen to it. If a lot of things going on about mental health I think this project goes to everyone. I know that the last one was called a handbook thinking about musicians but this one is for everyone. We all have different sides of us and all of it is what makes us whole it makes us who we are. So I just want everyone to listen and enjoy it. Listen to it straight through only listen to the songs you like, hell listen to it when you are feeling what I felt."

The album has 14 songs and an hour long and how it starts is something different how it comes on with all of these people talking about how great he is and how made it he is successful but where is a quiet voice that gets louder and louder even drowning out the praise that he is getting talking about how he is still him. Still the loser, still the failure, the one who quit on school, how he disappointed everyone following this pipe dream, these people don't love him, don't care about him, knows he is faking happy, he isn't even happy.



OOC: That's right I'm coming out this album and I'm also going to finish Kim album while I'm at it but descriptions are not my thing. I try it but writing the songs and listening to the music is what I like. I still don't know if I'm going to write just descriptions or a combo of both or just the song but I always wanted to put this out on Kidd birthday so I planned to have it done by dec.12

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#2 Posted : 01 November 2018 00:57:27(UTC)
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Track One: Mindstate

This track is the beginning of the album where there is a list of all the achievements and recognition that he has but there starts to be a buzzing noise that gets louder and louder before words start to come in.

Spoken: "Aye, Aye Nigga. You think you some hot shit, huh. You think you are successful. Nigga you ain't shit, and you're going to continue to be shit. Like what have you done really? Don't think you can shut us up, we are going to be here for the long ride. You don't want to listen to me cause you know I'm right, you fucking know I'm the reason that you work so hard, you try so hard to prove how good you are just to validate the idea, but you are still the same. You aren't cut out for this shit cause you are a rapper. You think this 'Spoken Word' is really the thing. This is the reason why you left home? Cause you know you couldn't make it. Ask your friend how saving people in the project turns out. Oh, you can't, well ask the streets, ask your family, ask them drug dealers? You still know them right? I'm sure she knows them. You can't save these niggas and no one is going to save you. You're just going to drown like the rest of them, the bad part is your not even enjoying the climb before the fall. Fake ass Nigga."



You think you got some hot shit,
but you ain't shit my nigga
Try to be clever with the quick wit,
but you dumb my nigga
You just out trying to get a lick,
know the game, my nigga
your style is out here getting bit,
oh, you a pioneer my nigga,
you aren't special, nothing unique
You're the same quiet, scared,
and meek little boy
the only that didn't age with your body,
are those damn stupid toys
You can try to deny it,
but I know what is real
Go ahead and hide it from everyone
we all know the deal
Lock us up inside and bury us down deep
but it won't take long for us to creep
back up

{Chrous}
Nigga you the same, around here
Nothing ever changes, we remain right here
The hood, the projects, the ghetto right here
Fighting it all you want, but you were born in here
Right here and you aren't going no where
Sit your ass down boy
Sit your ass down
(Here)
Sit your ass down boy
sit your ass down
(Is)
Sit your ass down boy
Sit your ass down
(Here)
Sit your ass down boy
sit your ass down

Tell me what good is the struggle
when you are what you are
Are you happy that made out this far
Struggling to fight what you claim is a type
but struggling doesn't help when the stereo is right
(Right)x16


{Verse 2}

Think that things will be better, Pussy ass nigga
You see yourself as a trendsetter, pussy ass nigga
You trying to be corporate now, pussy ass nigga
you consider your fortunate now, pussy ass nigga
How quickly you are to forget, that you created me
This person, this identity that you couldn't be
but that you got a little fame,
now you are trying to see
what you could in the world
without the use of me
but don't kid yourself
you're the one that needed help
if you would have done in on your own
well you wouldn't have a belt
or even a chain around your neck
Never know how it would felt
to see and cash out those big checks
You where misdealt from the deck
Got the queens in the pockets
the crown in your hands

{Chrous}
Nigga you the same, around here
Nothing ever changes, we remain right here
The hood, the projects, the ghetto right here
Fighting it all you want, but you were born in here
Right here and you aren't going no where
Sit your ass down boy
Sit your ass down
(Here)
Sit your ass down boy
sit your ass down
(Is)
Sit your ass down boy
Sit your ass down
(Here)
Sit your ass down boy
sit your ass down

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#3 Posted : 22 January 2019 11:49:32(UTC)
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Track Two Blackout



As somewhat of a continuing pattern of the last track of self-doubt and conversation with yourself this song is what it would feel like getting into character.


Relax your mind, let your conscious free
sit back, relax, get loss to the beat
don't worry about anything let me take control
loosen your grasp as I take hold

(blackout, Blackout)

boy from the hood

(Blackout, blackout)

Wish another would

(Blackout, blackout, Blackout)


{Verse 1}
You doing your thing and it's alright
but I need to come through to make shit tight
You don't really know what they want
you try to act and stunt, but it's a front
You get no respect, you're soft and weak
once you get tested you be off your feet
You have no style, and people don't want deep
You trying to paint a story,
Man what a fucking creep
Listen fuck all that, we going for tops, only
Leave no witnesses, but craft the testimonies
don't fly under puts prints everywhere
Fill their thoughts with your style and flare
nigga, you don't have to rhyme perfect
just flood the market with your words
throw in bullshit rhymes, have turds
people will flip it to your benefit
work with only people that are benevolent
Learn as much as you can, then take it
Everyone wants to be famous, how many make it
fake it, you get to spot you want. No sweat
then as you work for younger kids,
have them in your debt.
Tell them what they want to hear,
feed them, you will have their ear
the louder the better, more eyes will come
Appeal the foolish, the blind, the dumb

{Hook}
I'm just a nigga from the hood
and I get misunderstood
just cause you can, don't mean you should
I wish a nigga would
try to come and get this wood, you going to

(Blackout, Blackout, blackout)x3
Oh you think you're nice you going to
(Blackout, Blackout, blackout)x3
I don't you ready for me to
(blackout)
even friends are scared when I
(blackout)
Fuck up everything until I get to the white house nigga

I Know you trying to be deep, my nigga
But to the streets man, it's some weak shit nigga
You need to embrace what you are
Not everyone is trying to be that "shooting star"
We focus on today, Who gives a fuck bout long term
If that shit just effecting now, it is not a concern
Those nights without food, Breaking in your own shit
Now that you got money you above the tar babies
and collecting trophies for a flick, you think you slick
One eye monster, best be quick, blind by a patch
trapped by a raincoat with holes through it
and now got you latched, Never been one for drama
But you didn't get that prenup, She here to stay
Shit, Bullshit always seems to find some kind of way

{Hook}
I'm just a nigga from the hood
and I get misunderstood
just cause you can, don't mean you should
I wish a nigga would
try to come and get this wood, you going to

(Blackout, Blackout, blackout)x3
Oh you think you're nice you going to
(Blackout, Blackout, blackout)x3
I don't you ready for me to
(blackout)
even friends are scared when I
(blackout)
Fuck up everything until I get to the white house nigga

It's back to streets again,
Back with the heaters in
Back to the winners win
and losing gets under the skin
I'm talking teen years living in the whip
I'm talking street niggas trying to dip
Like you don't sling that wood
Like they wish you would
They think your word game
isn't that cocaine
and in this purest form
can't send others insane
It's back to doubt
Back to stealing cout
Back to seeing what all the fuss was about
anyone stepping getting jacked in the mouth
Back to guns being drawn on sight
back to this is all for your life
you going to back to school?
Where everyone thought you was the fool
you going back to the street corner
that never changes
only thing happens is crime
it rearranges
Back to hustling
back to bustling
Going way back
Back when then the name wasn't in



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#4 Posted : 29 January 2019 06:13:45(UTC)
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Track three What's My Name

As the last song talks about going a time where his name didn't matter this would be talking about his underground background. As the song start, it has an old school boom bap feel to it.

What's my name? What's my name? (Kidd)
What's my motherfuckin' name?

Ready to kill, let the beat flow DJ, I brought the steel
Cheat sheet for rapping, Yes I think I will.
Going for the top tell me what the deal,
with these young rappers, ready to catch the feels
Navy finest, you addressing his highness
Pure as powder snow straight through the sinus
minus all the setback, 21, savage with the blackjack
flip that back. The Black Joker with aces, Spade
City on my shoulders I'm bringing the heat, D-Wade
Flash, you a flash in pan, kicking a can?
More like diving in quicksand
I'm the man with the masterplan
The mastermind, Bring back one time

What's my name? What's my name? (Kidd)
What's my motherfuckin' name?


these niggas ain't ready for what about come
Leader of the New school, this is my kingdom
this is my freedom, one take one strike
Never freeze, I can do this all night
Go throw the X up, everyone stand up
go put your hands up, I cocked back and loaded
the competition sweating they already folded
Baited and goated into doing the foolish
They thinking they could kill what is ghoulish
Walking dead, that makes me Negan
and Lucille will have them squeal,
soon as we began.
Never tell when I'm going snap
slap the taste out the pope mouth
I'm reckless, driving around headless
But still on top?
The anticipation,
little Boy waiting for that last one to drop
I'm the King everywhere music is played
Even when I'm gone, I will never fade
I'm never taper, I'm full to the temple
Left Wing, Born near the Capital, central
Ovie, with the stick, sick with the blades, Hall of Fame
Ring of honor, You get double tap to your jaw
Young quick mcDraw, never needed a big stage, Vince
Massive sinner never wanted to repent.
Bad mother fuck'n

What's my name? What's my name? (Kidd)
What's my motherfuckin' name?


(Spoken)
Yea, boy yea. that's what I'm fucking talking about. Fuck all this shit and just go out and kill everything.
Man, hold up who the fuck is you to be telling me this shit, I know what I'm about to do. I don't need you to tell me.
Whatever man, all I know is I'm about to rip the stage out here, you can talk about your peace love and positivity somewhere else, This mic is all I need.
Will you guys just shut the fuck up I'm trying to get in the zone, fuck man


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#5 Posted : 14 December 2019 04:04:19(UTC)
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Track 4 Don't Let Me Go
The mood of the album shifts here, as it gets more calm and collective like the music would suggest. The song goes from superego to the ego. As Kidd prepares himself he keeps getting pulling back into the reality and more into dark aspect of his life. How he is portray to the world and what he is like behind close door and what drives the two to live separate but together.



Why every time I try to get out it pulls me back in
And while I try to fight it, I can’t seem to win
Man, I don’t where I start and it begins cause
It won’t let me go



What are you looking for, be money, of fame, or success
That drive to attain and that hunger denies bones of their rest
They say that people are born in sin with desires of the flesh
But they fail to realize that undermines what we all want to protect
But none the less when we try to be better on bended knee and confess
But by the end of the day, we slip and regress
We try to show off and get things that we know will impress
We fight over things for their value and the meaning it prosses
But I’m tired living out my means to carry all the excess



Why every time I try to get out it pulls me back in
And while I try to fight it, I can’t seem to win
Man, I don’t where I start and it begins cause
It won’t let me go



All the ways that I reject the things that make me
Puts up the walls in front that keep me from being free
Chained by design my free will conforms to my self
Creating another, which I call on for his help
This alter ego comes in and he plays his role
He does it so well, I don’t see it but I’m told
That he has a following to be shaped in his mold
Chasing his ideals, is beliefs, and his ways
I don’t know if I should feel some kind of way
Should he disappear or remain to stay
Maybe my true self is in the way



Why every time I try to get out it pulls me back in
And while I try to fight it, I can’t seem to win
Man, I don’t where I start and it begins cause
It won’t let me go


And I want to know
Why do you hurt me so
Don’t you even know
I can’t let you go



Why every time I try to get out it pulls me back in
And while I try to fight it, I can’t seem to win
Man, I don’t where I start and it begins cause
I can’t let go



Track 5 Show Off
This is the first time that the album might be mentioning someone else. While the last song talks about these sides of the same person this song is about external forces namely something that he will proud to have and to hold on to. This becomes important as it album starts to go on this stretch of finding something and now working on maintaining and keeping what is found.

(x2)

I want to show you off
I want you to feel good
I want to show what you mean to me
You make me so proud to be



I want to you show you off


I want to show you off,
I want to express how I really feel
Man, you are the real deal
I dealt with so much before that my shoulders were sore
I had to put those burdens down
And you, you held it down Fresh air I breathe when you around
Let’s get dressed up and hit the town



(x2)

I want to show you off
I want you to feel good
I want to show what you mean to me
You make me so proud to be



Listen I don’t think you know how you make me better
How you seem to wrap around me like my favorite sweater
That I wore that Christmas near the fireplace
Or a good book that you read on a rainy day in a quiet space
I’m talking walks on the beach at dusk waves touching your toes
Fingers intertwine, turn to look at you, nose to nose
With the sun setting behind
And in my mind, there couldn’t be anything better
Nothing more pressing, a place of no guessing
Like that moment

(x2)

I want to show you off
I want you to feel good
I want to show what you mean to me
You make me so proud to be

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#6 Posted : 01 January 2020 02:51:24(UTC)
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6 Grown Up

(Intro)
Seem likes people want to best out,
Well I'm here, show me what you about
Soon as I drop song, the world stand still
Before everyone scream and shout
I'm the best you will ever come across
Till they find me nailed to a cross
come back on the third day
running like a boss
Okay, real

(Verse 1)
I been doing so many things
you thought I brought red bull
Chi town, bulter with a handful
palming the game, spalding
have your favorite rapper
not me, out here balding
Homie I ball, no boy I brawl
Stand on top in free for all
and it's free for all, you saw the fall
dropping out from a cloud nimbus
God, to these mortals
Living on Olympus
my style is vicious
I been a fucking animal
locked away tied up, hannibal
you don't want to see loose
I bring the thunder,
quick in a yellow jumpsuit
the bane to other rappers, broken
wayne to a heartless city, chosen
Training to defeat him, hadoken
never have more fire, shoryuken
yoga flame, this isn't a stretch
nba street, I'm not joking
your nba elite,


(Hook)
Nigga I am grown up
kid aint a kid no more
like man I have grown up
I ready for the war
man I have grown up
Kid had to be an adult
Nigga I have grown up
This here is the result


(Verse2)
Going back to back
yea back to the black
didn't know how to act
left head touching his back
head hunting,
put every living thing on the rack
everyone acts tough
until they feel whack
and nigga you wack
that stuff you putting
nah we aint feeling that
get on your backpack rap
you will never be star
hold up, niggas don't get this far
that conscious shit that make skynet
have your enemies waking in a cold sweat
and two heads, god father
lead to back shead with a shotgun, our father
send blessing when you see him
ending on the wrong side? would want to be them
this person eats em, leave them bloody mary
working mines and bringing gas, fuck the canary
cause he knows why caged birds sing
murder the cat, and put on a diamond ring
he's grown up now, but been heard all the stories
what has me worried he been telling the shorties
they awaken up, fuck what we going to do
you got to do something they all listened to you

(Hook)
Nigga I am grown up
kid aint a kid no more
like man I have grown up
I ready for the war
man I have grown up
Kid had to be an adult
Nigga I have grown up
This here is the result


(Outro)
Seem likes people want to best out,
Well I'm here, show me what you about
Soon as I drop song, the world stand still
Before everyone scream and shout
I'm the best you will ever come across
I got a list with names that are crossed
and if you want to go against me
then you already loss





Track 7 Dial Tone

Working so much my greatest fear is I going to die alone
Every step is a grind to that final milestone
Don’t get to talk let me be, I want this on my own
I got nothing for you,
if you want to talk, talk to this dial tone



Yea, I don’t know any other way but putting my head down
Grinding to make it so for that I’m sorry I can’t be around
I don’t want to party, I rather have the theme to it
My team stay true to it, we scheming on big movements
While thinking checkers, really you on a mobile app
That free to play but you still got to pay, squeezing every cent
Me I would get bent then I would take over the mint
Change the circular flow that the sent out to coming in
While they working off to the next, the grind doesn’t end
You feel me? I was this way before I was ever on TV
But I got an I.D. my P.O.V. was farther looking
Father Time had to slow me down
Cousin sleep would put me down
But they couldn’t hold me down for long
I knew of my greatness, and the devil was on hiatus
It was my chance, my opportunity I don’t forsake
What others sacrifice to open for me



Working so much my greatest fear is I going to die alone
Every step is a grind to that final milestone
Don’t got to talk let me be, I want this on my own
I got nothing for you,
if you want speak talk to this dial tone

God damn, fucking hell he back at It again
Constantly moving forever in motion
A man among men, swift with the ink
I watch enough off-brand to know how this end
Drinking the Kool-Aid, sinking in the ego
Masked 619 slashed with arch villainy (Mysterio)
Here we go after the love, the life, the fortune,
This distortion can’t be real, I need to feel
The zeal, the rush, I hate the waiting I hate the hush,
The quiet, the still Fuck I need the thrill
Prove that I’m alive that blood in me still,
Flows as my heart continues to beat
And the brain tells me to move my feet
I have to keep working, looking forward
So, I can never turn back, from where I came
And It’s a shame, but I need this, I need the fame
And all the same, I believe we will meet again
If Fate allows it, our dream was the same
In our father’s name, amen


Working so much my greatest fear is I going to die alone
Every step is a grind to that final milestone
Don’t get to talk let me be, I want this on my own
I got nothing for you,
if you want to speak talk to this dial tone,



(Ring Ring)

Wait

(Hello)
Hey, I’m just...

I've been working hard, I been searching for God
I've been working hard, I been searching for God

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#7 Posted : 01 September 2020 00:20:04(UTC)
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Track 8 Without me
Track 8 has a shift in tone as five six seven was a bright spot eight took a turn as reality took a bad bad turn. Death from his friend and the mother thinking about suicide. He questions if he was deserving and questions the life that he is living while before he had blinders on to just focus on things close to him but losing someone when you not there, was something that made him take a look at not only his life but the lives of others.


(hook)
When the lights dim low
And it’s my time to go
I want to be sure that
You guys can live on without me
Promise that you will live without me
Cause, I won’t be here always
I need to put things in place
Before I finish this race
Say that you, will live without me
Tell me that, you will live without me

(verse)
I remember how we had those dreams growing up with
Gleams in our bright eyes, shining brighter than the skyline
You were the one that was so dedicated
I never saw you be so moved and motivated
I was older than you but it really inspired me
I didn’t have brothers or sisters but you were like blood to me
It may be hard to see with those binders on but you can trust
Everything that we could do together, the two of us was a must
I had the rep of being “Cool” but really, I was the class fool
I didn’t have it like you so I had to act out for the attention
Something just to get a mention hell just to be recognized
And those wicked ties confined me to where I am today
You left home a while ago yet here I am left to stay
I wanted to go with you but couldn’t shake the self of unworthy
Dirty like the old luggage you refuse to throw away,
the sentimental value of holding someone back
I act tough and strong but fact of it remains
I have nothing that can benefit you,
But I can make it better for the ones that are coming behind you
I feel like I’m the shepherd and you’re the master
That I learned from and I know some that
Have a vision just like you
But they don’t have a guide to see them through
Roadmap this place crazy, but you made it they can too
I can be that for them like you were for me
I can’t wait for them to look back once they get on easy
Street, cause my feet are tired and I didn’t pave this
This lane is the one that you created, talked and celebrated
So my goal is to put these young minds on the right path
Once we all made through these time we can all laugh
And I hope one day you can come to see
I’m teaching now so...
(Gunshots)
(Woman Screaming)

(Hook)
Promise me, you’ll live on without me
Promise me, you’ll live on without me
I won’t be here always
I need to put things in place
Before I finish this race
Say that you will live without me
Tell me that, you will live without me

(Verse)
It a shame whenever a parent outlives their child
I sort of expected something with him being so wild
Just always rebellious, buck at the sign of authority
Being so close to gangs only made me more worried
I was happy when you two starting hanging out
Even though I was unsure how it would turn about
He was quite rash and you seem to follow his lead
Only God would be able to handle his breakneck speed
But I pleaded with the lord to always place his hand
And I think you being there made him understand
I could tell by the way that you would look at him
Filled with admiration, which sparked his determination
Maybe some detonations, he was a short fuse burst of energy
Hard to contain but if it could be harness, forever the artist
You know the type, two peas in a pod
Grew thick as thieves looking back on those moments where we
Would get phone calls, Your mother and I
Would come by and preach to you guys
So hard-headed the more we would try
Split you two apart as punishment
Man, the tears Y’all would cry
And I’m sure now I rival those tears
I can’t help but wonder on all those years
Why they take my baby now, I’m full of hurt
Couldn’t he wait a while, lowering to the dirt
They could have saved him, hearing the tires skirt
It should have been me, I want it to be them.
Eye for an eye, blood for blood, pain for pain
I just have flashbacks and fill with disdain,
Anguish, none of it subside
It been years and I still hollow and empty inside.
I don’t know I can live on like this, unbearable
A parable not going to help me I need something real and tenable.


(Hook)
When the lights dim low
And it’s my time to go
I want to be sure that
You guys can live on without me
Promise that you will live without me
Cause, I won’t be here always
I need to put things in place
Before I finish this race
Say that you, will live without me
Tell me that, you will live without me




(Verse)
I'm often caught myself with feelings of survivors guilt
Wondering if I’m worthy of the things that I have build
Saw many that wilt under the scrutiny that comes from success
And while I considered to be blessed and highly flavored
Still seems like I can never see about my neighbors
How did a kid who comes from terrible conditions
End up being with top-selling musicians with his ambitions had to be a magician
And a dark one at that would take more than millennia to figure that puzzle
Forget it, it is in the past let’s bury it with a shovel
Oh you talking about change here? Nah can’t have that you earned this muzzle
You bring no worth other than being the entertainment
You’re placement is just a holder until we are done, never vacant
How many people would kill to be in your shoes
How many would die with those cement blocks too
With broken bows and chicken wings the spot will fill
In love with the thrill then fucked over in the deal real recognize itself in a mirror
And in your refection I can see the bitter and the sweet
It gives me shivers it is quite a treat
Are you happy, this is the life you wanted right?
This is the chance to say your piece while in the spot light
I just wonder am I in the right


(hook)
Promise me, you’ll live on without me
Promise me, you’ll live on without me
I won’t be here always
I need to put things in place
Before I finish this race
Say that you will live without me
Tell me that, you will live without me


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Track 9 The World To Me
Track 9 Anger regret and frustration builds and the ego is back from the beginning of album. Even with all of the success and fame that was made with hard work and talent, it is frustration to know that someone that is doing there best doesn't work out. Life is unfair and luck plays a part between success and failure.


Somebody said you bump your head fighting the flow
Curse his name, against the grain, was a heavy blow
Futile attempts to build yourself and watch it grow
But you mean the world to me (x4)



Somebody said you bump your head fighting the flow
Curse his name, against the grain, was a heavy blow
Futile attempts to build yourself and watch it grow
And this I know


I got so much frustration on what going on in my life
People thinking that it’s great but they don’t see the strife
A one-sided mirror that you don’t know what is on the other end
Could it be a plot against you could it be time to meet your maker?
Is what people say really true or are you just another faker?
How do you respond when things don’t go the way you plan?
How can you get people in different languages to feel and understand?
Everything was going good but you know that doesn’t last
And when you try to move on you still reminded of your past
“Nowadays crime pays” and better than a full-time job
And I’m trying to chill and but all I hear his voices from a mob
People that I grew up with, people that have known my process
Think that this is a test and trying to how far that I progress
Before I would snap and I’m really trying not to break
But how could he let something like happen
Was he meant to have that fate? Tell me?



Somebody said you bump your head fighting the flow
Curse his name, against the grain, was a heavy blow
Futile attempts to build yourself and watch it grow
But you mean the world to me (x4)



(What so good about all the success if I see others cursing me for being blessed)



Don’t push me cause I’m close to the edge
Then jump nigga you taking too much space on that ledge
Nigga nothing has changed, just take look at yourself
Now look at those weak niggas looking at you for help
You see they have nothing to lose and all to gain
Tell me would your rather have your friend or the fame?
Gee that choice is easy, you know there nothing immoral
Imagine if that was your mother? Are you Still remorseful?
Fuck that shit about you don’t need to pull the trigger
Just need to go out and go old school and find that Nig-

(Shut up)
You don’t know anything about my life now
I was always there you know I come back around
You holding onto that mask while it's brittle
Is your ego that little
Say you do find the guy and the ruling is an acquittal?
Still, be good with the justice belittled?
How many more of us have to die?
This place wasn't founding on eye for an eye
I refuse to let another mother cry
and I be damned if we have to look to the sky
to see missing fathers that can't come home
Things will change, really? This is a syndrome
This isn't the root this a condition
And now I'm out here on a mission
Fuck the fame, fuck the money, Fuck this peaceful shit
I had it, with all red tape, PC, This is it

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Track 10 Waiting to die
Depression is starting to come in, it builds and builds until it overcomes and consumes the person whole. What's starts off as the things that use to be fun aren't fun anymore, turns to not feeling any joy or happiness or feelings of sadness until you think I about just ending it all and wanting to feel like you still have control be deciding how you want your life to end. This track is very depressing and even ends with just a body falling and words being spoken about understanding the role you have in other peoples lives and the connection people have to one another.

Tell me how you feel (Tell me how you feel)
I feel that this isn’t me
This isn’t what I wanted to be
I know that this is just in my mind
But I don’t know if I can fix this with time
Tell me do you want to be famous
Not really know who your friends really are
Don't you like to be rich?
Everyone asking for a share of it
Getting anything that you want
Cause everything comes with a price tag
Doesn’t even matter in the long road
Seems I’m just waiting to die

Die x6
Waiting to die
Die x6
Waiting to


You feel like you always on go
Got to get ready,
have to prep up for the show
On the world stage, with the curtains raised
Mask on,
time to preform, time to amaze
It’s my magic to leave myself back stage
The distance covers what is in a song
The words I speak that carry on
The will that I left behind
When I’m dead and gone
Will they still be fine?
Years from now when people look back
Could they be able to tell that this was an act?
Or understand the meaning, hold it true
Knowing the things that I never knew
My intuition varies,
my gut sways
My head is determined
But my heart is away
Feeling like I’m floating
With no end insight
And I’m really trying to get things right
But I’m slowly choking
So hard to breathe
I don’t know what is going to be left of me
I’m just


Waiting to die, waiting to die
Will I survive, I just don’t know


Seems I’m just waiting to die
Die(x6)
Waiting to die
Die(x6)


Tell me how you feel (Tell me how you feel)
I feel that this isn’t me
This isn’t what I wanted to be
I know that this is just in my mind
Why can’t everything just be fine
Tell me do you want to be famous
Not really know who your friends really are
Don't you like to be rich?
Everyone asking for a share of it
Getting anything that you want
Cause everything comes with a price tag
Doesn’t even matter in the long road
Seems I’m just waiting to die


Let me breathe


I feel like I going stir-crazy
My mind as been hazy
I don’t know don’t how
I should feel anymore
I’m losing my mind
Thought that this time
my troubles were behind
Why do they keep coming
knocking on my front door
I thought I settle this before
This here amazes me
That you still out here
Looking to score
This has to be fix
It should be patched
Theirs should notes
On how you get your kicks
I Know
I know this is all in my head
Trying to say that it isn’t real
I know this is all in my mind
Showing that I don’t kneel
I won’t buckle under pressure
I won't cave to expectations
They won’t get the pleasure
I will have the validation
I’m stronger than my oppression
I’m greater than my creation
I will get through it on my own
I don’t need salvation
I’m going to make it even though


Waiting to die, waiting to die
Will I survive, I just don’t know


Seems I’m just waiting to die
Die(x6)
Waiting to die
Die(x6)





Tell me how you feel (Tell me how you feel)
I feel that this isn’t me
This isn’t what I wanted to be
I know that this is just in my mind
Why can’t everything just be fine
Tell me do you want to be famous
Not really know who your friends really are
Don't you like to be rich?
Everyone asking for a share of it
Getting anything that you want
Cause everything comes with a price tag
Doesn’t even matter in the long road
Seems I’m just waiting to



(body crumbles to the floor)

I worry about you, you keep this going and all you doing is hurting yourself. You need to understand that you maybe the main character of your story but you play a role in other people's lives as well. Don't neglect the platform that you have as a leader and as I person of influence.

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Track 10 Pep Talk
Track 10 Is the pep talk given to break this depression cycle. It starts with self loathing and self destruction but another voice comes to reason with the host. We get another tone shift with this coming to the end, We have seen many faces and personalities from the id, and the superego battle for control and now it seems that the ego has taken a side and get it's own chance to speak.


(Screaming)


Loving you is complicated (x10)


I hate how weak that you become
Don’t you feel some shame for what you done
You said nothing would change but look
Change happen why you playing innocent, you crook
The people behind you don’t deserve this
You fucked over millions hear the boos and hiss
Where the innocent you have, lost it long ago
You a nobody, you a wannabe with a fragile ego
Let them people tell you; fans have given up
They moved on, you washed up, you were never enough
They needed more, they needed all and then some
You didn’t do that; you have failed those in the slums
Those high standards you couldn’t impress your own mother
Unconditionally reasonable that’s why I hate you
Never living up to your potential, see why I berate you
You always wanted this but that here
You see your just a child undeserving
Put those toys away you should be back to learning
The grown up are speaking I don’t have time to deal with you
Now sit down and behave don’t make it beat it out of you





Loving you is complicated (x10)



I can tell that you don’t like this side of me
Well I dislike it too





Man, look at this mess, how can you even be explained
You in bad shape, I don’t even know if your still sane
They try to keep us contain but yet I’m picking up pieces
Of a broken man that only preaches of lofty ideals but
What he doesn’t understand he chains down
With iron that has held his brothers and sisters in prisons
the confinement of worst cell possible, their brain,
Their strain thoughts of what it means to be free?
They think they have what they need
When in reality they are fooled by what they see
Visualizing themselves in places that’s undefined
Imaginary, places that they will never find
Visionary, places that become poison to the mind
Their core, their being, their soul
Trapped in a never-ending cycle
Continuously pulling others down with
Wrong information, and wrong doing
Is in the designed, how you measure yourself
And how you defined “Happiness,” “Success,” “Loyalty,”
Determines if you will be fine, it’s up the individual
But you want an answer, clear and uncut
You want life to be fair, the world to be just
Things to be equal, equal? You say,
You will give up everything to make it this way
Fine, you want answers, take a seat
This won’t be pretty and it’s not going to be neat.




I was alone, there was nothing but my own my thoughts
It was good for a time but after a while I was at a loss
Time for me had no meaning, I had nothing but space
With all in my hand, I was bored, it was a wasted
So I created, build, shaped, and mold
It took time, so I waited, soon from my will
Escaped a life force living in the fold
I was elated, these beings of mine
I wanted the best for them
I wanted them to shine
I wasn’t going to be heavy handed
Let fate ultimately decide
I wasn’t going to pressure
But if they wanted, I could guide
At first, they were confused
But some were set out to lead
I picked some of them
But some didn’t listen to me
Over time I notice they seek order and structure
Few out of principle most out of meek disorder
A lot just followers afraid of what was next
The brave die young, the weak were long guest
You are made from me, but even I am not perfect
The flaws are the reason why I gave you your claws
I gave you every tool, yet you don’t want to use them
You divide and set things to rules, to abuse them
You’re fighting a “war”, but you don’t know your enemy
You think you know things
When you don’t even know your identity
I’m not here to break you down but rather I just want you look
Play attention to the world you build and what it took



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Track 12 Regret
Track 12 is about regret, more importantly it is about seeing how ones actions effect others. We have seen personal struggles with how one deals with the world around them and how they put their actions into the world but not knowing the impact of ones actions. As one know is able to look at a bigger picture they see a bigger picture noticing the forest instead of a single tree.


The world doesn’t stop spinning
While we are the main person in our own lives
We all have a part to play in the overarching show
Just because one act end doesn’t mean show is over
The world stage keeps the show going




Lost in a cloud of regret,
I lay back and reflect, on all my poor choices
All of the little voices, and those white noises
Trying to sink until my soul touches earth’s inner core
Go to the deepest trench unexplored, to find me with heavy shoes
Out of place like a smart car in hood hike up on 22’s
Turned to justice’s blinded eye for all of the clues
I should have seen the signs, I was playing ignorant
Knowing that it is a being that breeds belligerent
so, I did nothing but watch as it would fester
It didn’t take long until I notice it lesser
Fade from my mind’s eye, how could I?
This thing NTR, stole her away, I didn’t even try
Cause it was always around, warmth through the cold
I would try to break them apart trying to be bold
Only leave her shivering, lips quivering
I couldn’t be the strength she wanted
Couldn’t provide what he was delivering
I think she didn’t want to see me
That’s why she would sneak and hide
I think she wanted to come to me
But she just had too much pride
Trapped in, with walled closing
No win situation she decomposing
I can see the break down
A Trainwreck happening in a fraction’s time
Looking for a conductor’s or an emergency line
I wanted so badly to save, but I’m not a hero
When given the opportunity,
my success rate is close to zero
Every playback is another failure
I thought is what I didn’t do
Little problems become major
I should have been in his shoes
No matter how much I look at it, it just brings me shame
I hate to look at you cause I’m the one to blame
I thought I could handle this,
I was ready but I was lying
I am fake, but I have to keep trying
I can’t let it end this way
I have to persevere
I will have the final say
Even though the fear
Scares me,
I’m not as strong as you are
I don’t claim the be
If you say you are alright That not enough for me
I have seen you smile before
It will take a while but I will
Get you to be happy



Something got a hold on me
I can’t let go, cause I think it will kill me
Something got a hold on me
I can’t let go, but my strength is failing me
Something got a hold on me
I can't let go


You struggle so hard to go against the flow
Even if it doesn’t affect you directly
You rather struggle for something you believe is better
What do you see that worth the effort?




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Track 13 Dreams
The last song ended wondering why keep going why not just follow the status quo and not seek change. This song comes after to answer that question. The pursuit for better is what has him keeps going as well as other factors like competition, having an ego. To not be satisfied with just anything.


I’m trying to keep the faith

We trying to struggle out here
We trying to struggle out here
All for our dreams
Our dreams
For something better
For something

(Verse 1)
I pray that you're doing well
I pray that this message quells
All of the negativity that yells
That this is the end, when this isn’t the end
I know that things get tough
You thought about give up
But I want you to breathe
And exhale
You’re doing great
You going to excel
One day closer to the dream
One day closer to the dream
We are all in this team,
We are all in this as a team


(Refrain)
I’m trying to keep my faith
But it is hard to hold on
I’m trying to keep my strength
But I don’t know for how long
I trying to keep the faith


(Verse 2)
Why you put this on me
Why oh why this goes for so long
I been struggling for so many days and nights
I don’t know how much longer I can put up a fight
I feel so heavy, I feel so beat down
Oh, I just look to you and close eyes
Cause I know you will make everything alright
I know that I wake up and give it all my might
I know change doesn’t happen as quick we would like
But at the end of it, we can make it right
So, this time we won’t go quietly into the night



(bridge)
I’m too positive to hold any doubt
But I’m too selfish to think about clout
Too Optimistic to be fearful
Too realistic to be cheerful
Too determined to be defeated
I won’t be defeated
I won’t be



(Verse 3)
I have to be crazy, I continue, forward still
My body is heavy, I carry this iron will
Until my final gasp, my last image
Pasted my limit, on the goal line
My final scrimmage
Before the real test
Feel the stressed, and overcome
Heal from depressed, lead the kingdom
Sometimes you have to be on the frontline
Pressing on with the hope that it will be fine
When you’re not fine,
That dirt, and mud that builds over time
And that grime gets harder to remove
The climb gets steeper with every move
Your prime looks back and disapprove
Yet, you keep going
Why, because you know that you must
The drive to keep hold of people’s trust
Those taps that shake off the rust
Those pens that you left in the dust
Creep closer and closer still
Sharpen your blade and test your skill
Do you still have it?
Going on again and again
Can you grab it?
One foot in front of the other
Again, I keep moving march on even still


(Refrain)
I’m trying to keep my faith
But it is hard to hold on
I’m trying to keep my strength
But I don’t know for how long
I trying to keep the faith


(Outtro)
The tiny seed knew that order to grow
It needed to be drop and burry in the dirt
Surrounded by darkness it needed to struggle
Just to get to light it needs to have

Faith
Strength
Dream
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Track 14 Number #1 Fan
The energy and the motivation to keep going and pushing through is through the help of others. This is the final track and it talks about how Kidd is a fan of the people that look up to him. While this was an album that talks about different sides of him, this was a love letter to the people that call themselves fans of his work and that he is a fan of the people that come out to see him. People that had harsher lives than his own and take comfort in his work makes him want to work for them



Through the good and bad
Through the highs and lows
From the snowy tops
To the current streams below
And everything between
You all rode with me



I didn’t know where this road would take me
I didn’t know what this would make of me
Crazy to say but I didn’t believe in destiny
But we really came through with this recipe
Been a while since we talk,
I have been away for a while,
But we are the combo like a blackboard to chalk
Peanut butter and Jelly
Man, I have been in denial
Been getting beat up
But you have made this worth wild
You saw me as a child
I took you through a lot of things
Gave you some heartache
But we won a lot of rings
Know that I trying to do you proud
Show people your inspirations
People say that it is about the journey
But I prefer getting to the destination
Life is one long road
One we never see when crossing the finish line
So, all we do is look back
Hope that what we have done stands the test of time
I have fate in you, I believe you to do the impossible
The strength on a thousand you are unstoppable



Through the good and bad
Through the highs and lows
From the snowy tops
To the current streams below
And everything between
You all rode with me
You held me down from day one since I began
Here’s to you, cause I’m your number #1 fan
Here’s to you, cause I’m your number #1 fan
Here’s to you, from your #1 fan



I’m going to tell like it is
Try to always keep it real
Not get caught up in the biz
Don’t force a record deal
It’s hard to stay focus and so easy to stray
People will put you on notice, and cast you away
What’s new and fresh now
Is old and played out later
They chew apart your flesh
Like zombies decayed through weather
Unnatural force, some tend to sound
Puppets on strings,
helpless when no one is around
I could have been like that
But you help me fight back
When I was close to giving up
You help me stay on track



Through the good and bad
Through the highs and lows
From the snowy tops
To the current streams below
And everything between
You all rode with me
You held me down from day one since I began
Here’s to you, cause I’m your number #1 fan
Here’s to you, cause I’m your number #1 fan
Here’s to you, from your #1 fan



Words can’t express how much you all mean
You gave me a sense of self a part of my being
I’m forever grateful, you just don’t know
I wouldn’t be where I am if you didn’t show
Didn't cheer, didn’t come to support
In this sport, you aren’t just fans
You guys are my family, all kinds of hands
Have been on deck, when we hold reunions
A fusion of ideals and personal opinions
I take joy to take part
Looking back on where we got our start
I listened to your stories and was amazed,
At dinner, tables talked about how you were raised
Seeing so many different sides that make you up
Those lessons you learned, you took some bumps
But we bounce back better than
I just want to say thank you
From your number 1 fan.



Through the good and bad
Through the highs and lows
From the snowy tops
To the current streams below
And everything between
You all rode with me
You held me down from day one since I began
Here’s to you, cause I’m your number #1 fan
Here’s to you, cause I’m your number #1 fan
Here’s to you, from your #1 fan


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This project took a while to get out but I wanted to make this as close to perfect as I could. This was going to be something really personal and for that, I didn't want to have other guest features on here. I got people from my hometown in VA to do some parts but this was going to be me. I wanted to make something that people could listen to throughout but also listen to certain parts of it when you are in that mood. I want to thank the abundant life choir and chorus and also just to let everyone know what I'm going to be doing a video for this album, so be on the lookout of that. I wanted to thank you all for listening and get really for the next project
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OOC: This took way longer than I expected and phew I'm overall happy with how it turn out. Somethings I might touch up but overall I just wanted to finish this and get it done but I didn't want it to be sloppy if it was rushed. I glad that you guys have stuck with me liking it, Erich will butter me up but the last song was special to me in a lot of ways to you guys here that help me get better as a writer. You guys have so much creativity and skill that being around you guys have made me better in that. I hope to continue reading all of the great work that is posted on here and I hope that you guys continue to keep that creative light.

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erich: kidd knows whats up. some people are out here dropping releases like truckers drop pants at bathroom glory holes. if one releases sporadically and only when needed,well...we call those people legends. kidd could have just at back after kidd at the adults table,but he didnt. no. he kept going and again shows us why we should ALL name our first born "kidd." i am late and unable to do this. but if i could go back in time? shit yeah.
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Ooc: There are not many full time rap acts on here so I always look forward to your posts primarily for them. :) always top notch! Love that you dedicated yourself to complete this! Album threads are not easy especially when you are spotting bars ;)
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Matthew: Finally i been waiting to get this album

Ethan: Love the album by the way man

Damien: Yo i been fan of Kid Amaze & still to this today still have respect of that guy


OCC: Wow you doing amazing job but for me still struggling with writing rap but kinda getting there but still great job
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Ooc: amazing. I'll have to listen to the rest at work tomorrow. But it's a brilliant idea. Love it.
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ooc: My apologies for missing this post but wow I really enjoyed the presentation! I can tell you out a lot of work into this and the anoint of detail. Definitely not easy to do! Major props to you :)
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